For the first time, I searched “is this world getting worse?”
Recently I can’t help remembering the past, I listen to the music, watch the films that are part of my childhood memory.
Unfortunately my effort is never going to revive the old time. If the places I dreamed once can be found in the true world, they will always gonna be impure.
Because the world is getting worse, or maybe it’s because of me. As I grow up I can’t help seeing the dark side of everything. What for? I don’t want anyone see the bad thing of me, especially people I like the most. But no one wants me to be like that. Totally unnecessary effort of self-torture.
I just want to be happy by myself now.