Sometimes I just cry for no reason. I feel hard to enjoy the happiness of food, music, and art. Music practice is just practice. I feel tired to go exercise. I feel guilty when I can’t study efficiently, but I just can’t focus very well. I feel a headache in class when I can’t understand anything.
I have to adjust my gesture every minute. So I don’t get distracted by the twisting feeling on my back. I get easily disturbed by someone’s cough, laugh, and talk when studying or sleeping. But I can imagine what will happen if I ask people to be quiet — I will be blamed and upset.
I haven’t been hugged for months.
I can’t help comparing myself to others.I feel anxious about finding a loved person.
I feel anxious about finding a loved person.
I don’t want to pretend to be happy. I need help.
I want to go on a road trip this weekend. I want someone I like text me. Right now.